new blog

After a few years I have started a new blog. Guess I am tired of all the voices in my head. Or maybe I am lonely. Whatever it is guess it really doesn’t matter. 

I have been reading a lot Allen Ginsberg mainly and listening to jazz. 

Suppose it’s an escape. An escape from life at the moment. 

I am disillusioned. Scared, lol lonely. I don’t k is too many whatever’s to mention.

my husband has stage 4 colon cancer. Diagnosed in Sept 2019. It’s been 18 months of worry. I think maybe for the first time we may have a sign of relief.

I am so sick of Trump and politics. So sick of hearing about the trump cult lovers that think he was sent here by God. 

Disillusioned by religion. There I have said it. I believe in God bit have begun to dispose organized religion and all the hypocrisy that is involved.

since the George Floyd protests I have seen so many that I once respected really show their true colors with racism and Trumpism that I can not stand.

I mean where I grew up in Oklahoma I knew racism existed. I

jist didn’t know it still existed as much h as it ever did l. So disgusted I am is an understatement